There's so much pain and sorrow from my past, I have trouble struggling with it.
I cannot over come it, I cannot let go of the hurt from my dad. I cannot overcome my selfishness, my social immaturity, fear of confrontation, my foolishness.
The more I look at these flaws, the more I sink. Like Peter who took his eyes off of Christ, I sink into an ocean of depression and pain.
The thing I need to do is to leave my past hurts, mistakes and failures behind, look forward to Christ and press on. That is life.
Dear Ricky,
ReplyDeleteYou said it very well. I had pains but Christ took them at His Cross.
My name is Dicky To. I came from Hong Kong. I was so excited to come across your site while searching for Chinese Christian sites. My family and I live in Chicago, Illinois and serve the Lord at a local church.
I graduated from a Christian university in Chicago some years ago. Now I work as a full time statistical programmer. I hope I can connect with all of you.
My blog http://dickyto.com features Christian articles and testimonies. I also have guest Christian authors post on my blog. You can also find me at http://facebook.com/DickyWaiHangTo
Nice to meet all of you here.
In Christ,
Dicky